Me and Jacob :)
(Thanks to Livi for making the pic :D )

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She Will Be Loved

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I don't mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain, oh
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

No title fits

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run

The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

So we enter into yet another horrible time in my life. I know everyone probably has bigger problems then me but hey, im not saying mines the biggest .. just that if I don't get this out then im going to explode.(which hopefully not to many people want)

Anyway, this is how it goes! I've been "going out" with my guy Jacob for over a week, prolly close to two weeks..I can't quite remember the day we made things "official" but yah. And then this past weekend I was hanging out and talking tp a friend of mine i dont get to see much and yatta yatta yatta. Well it came around time for him to go home cuz i was staying where we were and he wasn't(duh), we hugged then I left. Woopie doo. Well it came time to come home and all I wanted to do is come online and talk to Jacob...that was sunday. I still haven't seen him online yet. Well last night im like "ok, maybe he isnt allowed online" so i try calling..he isnt even home. Could he not take the few moments to send his stinkin girlfriend if he was going away for a few days! Grr...

Well Sunday night was interesting. I had this whole guilt trip going because I was out with other guys while he was prolly at home wishing I was there too. Yah well considering it sent me to tears and i havent even heard from him...GUILT TRIP GONE! UGH! I duno what to do...